I admit that I haven't been very anxious about sharing my life with the world on this blog for a while. And while feeling this way, I just got busy with life -searching for a house, moving in with my parents, being pregnant with number four, and now becoming homeowners for the second time tomorrow.
I also admit that I can be very moody - and that's putting it nicely - when I'm pregnant. Hormones and I do not get along, I'm ready for them to be locked up until I'm 50 and can handle them without a house full of kids.
Amidst all of our moves and life changes, I am having a difficult time raising our boys, one in particular. I know that we signed up for this and I am so thankful for friends and family helping and encouraging us. I am just so so so ready for things to settle down.
I know I have not been the most loving wife, mother, daughter or sister in the past few months. I'm praying that God will be gracious and forgive my disobedience and pride and shower me with mercy and use my rags for His glory.
So now I will begin again -
